When you are hating a person or you're the one hated,
What can be done to make either person feel better?
Is there anything that can be said?
And the answer is, nothing. Absolutely nothing can be done. Nothing can be said.
If only a sorry would suffice. But the reality is no, it doesn't at all.
Just accept the fact, that it's not going to work out the way you want it.
It will not always go your way.
Just let it be.
Sometimes I feel so tired. What am I holding on to? What am I depending on?
When I lose it, what will happen to me?
I know my position to some people, and it's not good. I wish I can do something to make it better, but there really is nothing.
And it makes me feel tired. Tired that I always end up doing something wrong, or getting blamed for something.
I just don't have anymore energy. No more energy to please people or to keep up with them.
Do whatever you want. Say whatever you want to say.
If you really want to hate me that much, then hate me if it makes you feel better about yourself.
If it makes you feel 'higher'.
I'm not blaming you. Just please, let me go on my own way.
I really just want to quickly graduate, get a good job and develop in my relationship.
It's a simple wish.
I just really want to let it be, don't wish to please people anymore.
It feels so worthless in the end of the day.
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